BLOOD MONEY AND SOFT LIFE

Anything the devil gives to you is never for free Even after many, many years, you still randomly remember the time you watched your father’s coffin being lowered into the earth by four men who looked like they had an eating disorder. You looked around and saw your younger siblings in tears, all six of them. Your mother had cried so much she couldn’t cry anymore, so she just stared blankly with her swollen eyeballs. Some other people who you’d never known were present and crying and you wondered whether your father even knew them at all. You would’ve thought they belonged to the community of drunks who beat up their wives every night, but they looked responsible. Well, your father did too. Then you willed yourself to cry, not because you were worried about people asking why the deceased’s first son was dry eyed as his father was being buried, but because you didn’t want to risk anybody catching any clue that it was you who ended his life. Life was tough. Too tough. You had gradua...